my first blog makes me feel like i need to go to the bog (for a nervous poo)

So here goes.....my journey involving becoming a wife and a mother in the space of just 1 year and in the middle of all that moving house, saving lifes and dealing with postnatal depression. A journey that started as a fairy tale but slowly became a nightmare (literally). But I'm going to be as honest as I can be and not only share my darkest moments but also good times, times of laughter, love and bravery.
Here's a little inside of my life I'm 28 I have a husband who I will refer to as reece, I chose this name because he is OBSESSED with reeces pieces and I later found out this name means he will be the fittest man you will ever lay eyes on (this is massively relevant as trust me he's fit! Even tho the 6 pack now lives in the fridge since he became daddy). Reece is also referred to as someone you can give your heart to and they will keep it safe forever. This is also relevant as he has kept me safe at a time when I didn't feel safe at all.
I also have a 6 month old daughter who I will refer to as Dolly. Who makes me smile at times when I feel I will never smile again. She is a little madam already, she eats more food than most adults and sleeps like most teenagers, And we wouldn't change a thing about her shes just perfect!
Then theirs me the dummy mummy. I love making people laugh and I hope that will come across on this blog. I'm not the brightest spark, take the fact I once went to see my GP because after 8oclock at night my eyes went all funny and droopy, Turns out I was just tiered. AWKWARD!
Back to the reason I have decided to do a blog. I shell start with the reason I decided to name it let it be. This is because I wish during my time living with postnatal depression I had just let the depression be and not fight it away. I didn't need to keep busy I didn't need all the house work done I didn't need to fight my thoughts or be scared of them. This is something I learnt from my nurse and has helped with my recovery alot.
Another reason to blog is the fact my recovery team have informed me nothing is available online about postnatal depression. Their is the usual articals which can be helpful but not many people have spoke out. Ive also been told it may help with my recovery, so its a benefit to me but also I want it to help others. I have no clue if anyone will even read it but I hope so. Even if you aren't suffering with such a thing please read on as you may learn from it, or you may just want to have a giggle at some of the stupid shit I get up to!
Most of the stupid shit involves my husband, from the day we met 8 and a half years ago their has never been a dull moment. We've been camping and forgot the tent, we went to theme park and a girl in a q for the same ride as us starts giving her boyfriend a full on hand job, reece once dressed as a sheep and tried to blend in with them in a field and

I stalked him with my bestfriend on his stag do!
After 5 years reece popped the question.....to be continued............