Lashes and prosecco

Just a little update about my night. Two blogs in one day, I don't think I've ever been so committed to anything since I had my Tamagotchi. I just got back from my evening with my friend. It was so good. I didn't feel like going after my Debbie downer earlier, but its just another slap in the face to my depression. We had such a good chat like we always do. I don't have loads of real close friends. But the ones I do have I hold dear to my heart. I'm an all or nothing girl. I give my everything to a relationship. Its a speak to me everyday or I'm blocking you kind of thing. Just kidding! .......Its every 2 days really.
Ive been open and honest abut my illness with a few of my friends. I was sceptical about opening up but now I'm glad I did. Because they get it, and if they don't they do a fab job at winging it. They don't judge me. Some have found it harder than others but in the end nothings changed. We are all still bonkers and love to sit and facebook stalk random people.They didn't make me feel any less of a person for being depressed.
Back to tonight. Once I got up and started getting ready there was no stopping me. I sported lashes and everything #MILF. Look how things can change in a few hours just from putting in a little effort as hard as it may seem its worth it. I even drove the long way home. All by myself listening to a bit of mary j blidge (don't judge me I'm stuck in the 90s). I honestly nearly fainted from trying to hold a note for so long.
I drove I was happy and most off all I trusted myself. I wasn't going to crash the car or do anything else to put my life in danger. I just had to reassure myself of that and away a was. Air grabbing and pretending I was on the x factor.