I used to get the same feeling when I was in a club on the loo and my favourite song came on. You HAVE to get to that dance floor pronto. Then the song finishes your on the dance floor you've lost your friends, you have someone else's drink and a wedgie. But no panic because you made it for the last chorus of single ladys! Maybe that was prep for the sofa dash! Anyway I've made it I have my feet up and a coffee, my cakes a little hard as I didn't get chance to eat it yesterday. But who cares!?
How has lottie got to 8 month old and i've only just discovered the beauty of a comforter. In the form of a teddy. She has them in her bedroom but only yesterday did I think to pass her one while she took her nap. Today I've noticed the benefit. When I put her in her cot with a little teddy she didn't even notice when I left the room, and when I went back 10 minutes later she was fast on cuddling her new little friend!
That's not the only good thing that has happened today. I've had the best news ever. I got a call this morning from the hospital. Confused I answered and it was my nurse lisa. I've spoke about lisa in previous blogs. She is the lady that helps me deal with my thoughts ect. And has made a massive positive impact on how I deal with them.
Well she called to explain, she has to send a report to the nhs England, every 3 months. Showing how the work done at hopewood benefits people. And she wanted my permission to use my blog in her report. YES my blog unedited swear words included haha! I was literally like lisa are you sure its your job on the line lol.
Lets hope who ever reads it can laugh along, at this crazy chapter of my life. Just the titles alone are a little tong in cheek I mean, pissing in the wing, feeling frisky and shit sandwich. But they are all real I wrote them thinking it would only be me and my mum reading them lol.
The blogs being used for the time being are https://mummyleitbe.blogspot.com/2018/11/meet-pony-my-personmy-hardest-blog-so.html
https://mummyleitbe.blogspot.com/2018/11/you-get-to-meet-person-behind-screen-i.html and another but I cant remember which.
The good news didn't stop their (argh ive gone in to hard with the cake and I feel sick now). Get ready for THIS! I cant even believe I'm saying this. But lisa wants me to sit in on interviews taking place at the hospital. Like real people, real questions, a real job! And I'm going to help select who gets employed!
I think my input will be useful as the chosen candidate will be working with family's that are suffering like I did. They will be going to their houses and I've been that person. I've had a stranger knock on my door, let them in not only to my house but my world. My scary world. And it takes a special person to be able to do this. And I will be helping find them! I cant wait and by choosing this person think how many people it will hopefully benefit. I feel this dark time in my life is going to bring so much light to other peoples. Lisa mentioned in our conversation that my story is a success story. These words make me so proud.
Anyway I'm off now to singalong at the library. I'm going to walk their to heopfully burn off a little of this cake. Which has left me feeling nausea so I'm hoping the fresh air will help. Have a good weekend I'm off into town tomorrow with my mum, dad and shaun. Its cocktail time to celebrate mine and mums birthday. Dad doesn't know we are going to be sipping pornstar martinis in some quirky bar surrounded by fairy lights and funky chandeliers, he thinks we are going to slurp some pints in yates. Speak soon :)
P.s I just got back from singalong and it’s on Thursdays! It’s friday today why did I go today I’ve been so many times on a Thursday! So we went to the park instead:)
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