Shaun totally freaked. He shouted for me and was like what you doing I need help? when I told him I was showering you would have thought I just informed him I packing my things and leaving.
Not that he cant handle lottie alone he has done a fab job this morning whilst I was at the mum2me market. Which started a little rocky. Here's the story. It opened at 10 but I was ready for 8.30 sat with my shoes on. I forgot it doesn't take 5 hours when you only have yourself to get ready.
I left at 9, because yano what mums are like when it comes to bargains. I'm expecting next sale camping outside vibes. So I was surprised when I roll up in the fiesta, not a car or bargain hunter to be seen. So I call my sister to double check I'm at the right place. Turns out I'm at the right place but wrong entrance dugh. Once in the correct carpark I easily get a space. WINNING!
Word on the street the first 100 mums get a free ticket to the local trampoline park. By the looks of the carpark I'm bagging myself a freebie. You may think well lottie cant evan walk never mind bounce but its FREE. Free stuff is the best who gives a crap what it is.
By this time its 9.30 so I'm thinking, go buy my ticket and hang around for a while near the entrance. Well I go to the ticket stand and I'm not aloud to buy one until 10am! Defeated I go sit back in my car. Which I then move to a spot closer to the entrance so I can suss the situation. See who's coming and going Then I see movement a lady has just gone in to get her ticket. And also gets turned away, then I notice someone go in and not leave again.
So goodie bag in mind i grab my bag4life and go back to the ticket stand again. I still cant get a ticket I'm like Belinda hun its 10 minutes till opening, pass me over the freebie and their will be no harm done. Instead she directs me to a room to sit and wait. A large old fashioned room with green walls and 2 other women.
Well ive been abandoned. And times ticking its like 10.01 so I escape the room and a cue has formed and I'm at the pissing back of it! How did that even happen!! I should have been treated like a VIP the first one their not shunned to the back like some late arrival. The good news is i got my freebie, the bad news is i think i got bit by a flea in that god awful room.
I went in thinking I didn't really need anything. Apart from a break and a coffee. But once I realised what bargains I could get I was well away. Everything was like 50p, I felt rich. It was raining 50s. I had bags full, at 1 point I had to take a trip back to the car because I had to much. Evan the brownie I got from the café was 50p. Brexit clearly hasn't had an impact on mum2me markets.
The last time I blogged about my depression I told you about how my mental health team grew from a doctor, to a nurse and then eventually I was introduced to a support worker. I have blogged about her previous, ive added the link to the blog if you would like to catch up.
https://mummyleitbe.blogspot.com/2018/12/if-your-happy-and-you-know-it-clap-you.html
So there we had it my help was all in place. My life was full of appointments. These people became the people I seen and trusted more than my family, friends and at the times even my husband. I could tell them EVERYTHING and when with them I was safe. Behind the scenes from what I could gather, these 3 met up to discuss my recovery. And together they stopped me harming myself or being sectioned.
My parents were a big help also. They was constantly at the house. And bending over back wards to make life easier for us. I could cry to mum and laugh with dad. For some reason when they was here I was a little more me. I remember one day when they was round I gave dad a pamper sesh..... see video at the bottom of this page. I hope it makes you smile like it does me.
Before I go i just want to say i see you, my readers. Most of you i may already no my friends, family and my mums nosy neighbour. But the odd reader is overseas. I'm sure i don't have family in china so i must have the odd stranger. And id love to have an idea who you all are. So please follow my blogs twitter account @dummymummy6. Here i tweet between blogs and would love more followers. Id also like you to give me feedback and answer some of my questions i occasionally ask.
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