Call the love doctor

How has it been a week almost since I last blogged. Don't worry I'm not loosing interest I just haven't had time and I've been so fucking hungry I was scared id eat the laptop. Weight watchers has me starving marving.
Let me update you on my week. I have been feeling really good. I told you in my last blog I had an appointment with my nurse for the final time. Well guess what, she cancelled as she had to take a day of work. To be honest I just think she cant let go lol. But I will be seeing her next week as I have a big day coming up. Its interview time. The time is nearly here when I get to help interview applicants for a job as a nursery nurse at the hospital. How have I still got an outfit? Do I go all in black to give of a professional vibe, or keep it casual giving of a friendly I still wear my maternity pants vibe. Trouser suit or tracksuit decisions decisions.
Tuesday and Wednesday was work time. And Thursday valentines day. Which literally left me needing to call the love doctor, I took lottie to her first water babys swimming lesson. If you have an opportunity to take your child to these classes do it! It was our first class and already she was holding onto the side of the pool on her own and enjoying having her head under water,
From now on I am going to try and go with another adult. Alone it was just to stressful. Due to the fact the changing areas are crap. Basically you all just have to get naked in 1 big room and I'm sure someone's husband seen my boob. I Pray to god it was my nice boob. I dunno about you but I have one nicer boob, the other one is just how do I put it....awkward, its like the ugly twin.
Once we was done and the twins where safetly tucked in their hammock we had a date with mr lover lover aka shaun. He took us for afternoon tea and if you hadn't gathered already this is my fave thing to do. So I gave weight watchers a kick and went wild. Not that it mattered, yes that's right I was to see this afternoon tea again. As I was left with food poisoning. TYPICAL.
We got in from what we thought was a lovely lunch had a few drinks and played couples trivia. That's when things started to go down hill. The least romantic person ever made this game. It was a valentines special so you didn't expect questions about previous partners, and what does the other person do to piss you off.
Once in bed the real fun began. And my knickers was up and down for all the wrong reasons. I had the runs. BAD! So bad I sat on the loo crying to shaun telling him I felt like I was in labour. No joke I did a mental check to see if their was any way I could be 9 months pregnant and unaware. You do hear of these things don't you. When I realised it wasn't I baby I was certain it was death. Even my finger hurt.
Since then I have found out the restaurant we went to had recently had the food hygiene rating dropped from a 5 to a 1! And I wasn't the only one left with ring sting. I am thinking of asking for a refund, not only for the food but also my white fluffy Disney pjs.
But like the true trooper I am I still got up and went to work on Friday. And lottie went to nursery. She really likes, it to the point she cried when it was time to go home. I can see a change in her already. She is a little more independent. As much as I moan about her not leaving my side I actually had a little cry when she crawled away from me when we got back. Normally she will crawl but keep checking I am in sight and will not go far, but this time she didn't give a crap she was off. And it hurt. My baby needs me a little less. She has started to sit and play without crying for me. Is it ok for me to sit and cry for her now like she did me? Full on paddy style.
I love reading the online diary I get from the nursery. The fact she had 3 poops and 2 naps melts me. Everything she does is magical in my eyes. So you can imagine what I was like when I read she had enjoyed playing with the toy till and musical instruments.
I am enjoying work but I do feel mum guilt.  But the time we have together now feels so much more precious like we have to make the most of it. Hopefully this will be good for both of us. The fact she cried when it was home time at nursery tells me she's just as fed up of watching EastEnders on demand as I am.
This week I have no major plans other than helping interview the 10 lady's at hopewood. I will try to blog along the way. Its getting a little harder now lottie can stand as she is curious about the laptop and stands trying to grab it off me. I've just taken a picture of her so I can show you what cuteness I'm dealing with.
Have a good week I'm going to brush my teeth now as I have major garlic breath!