Shop till you plop

Phew what a weekend! I don't feel like my feet have touched the ground. Shaun had work all day Saturday. So I killed some time and popped into my work. I really need to start back to work but really don't feel ready. I also did my fave thing and me and lottie did a photo shoot. She loves the camara and we have lots off fun. I've added a photo off her prettiness.

When shaun got home we was off food shopping. Which used to mean going to one shop then home. But not anymore. We go to every supermarket now I'm sure. 1 for this 1 for that another to recycle my carrier bags.
I have 4 different recycling systems its like a crystal maze challenge when someone wants to put something in the bun at my house. I have normal rubbish, card and paper, then 1for  plastic bags and packaging, then 1 for lids and plastic. Then I have to go round dropping it off at different places. It makes me feel less guilty for the amount of hairspray I use. #savetheplanet
Today we was up and out early to a lil family get together. My first since I have had lottie, and I was pooping my pants. But I soon relaxed and was sharing with the room the story off when I  caught my mum and dad at it one random Wednesday night. I have posted a picture of us at the shindig. We never manage to get pictures of us as a family. So here is a rare one.
Then we went to meadow hall and now my feet are killing, I'm skint. And I've brought half off primark. Why when you go to either aldi or primark you end up buying the most random shit. You go in aldi for veg and come out with a chainsaw!
Look at me i'm a new women. Out and about not a care in the world. I even had a no2 in costa coffee. Deffo unlike me. And whilst doing so I was thinking. If you've heard of V.I.Poo I think its great. Basically you spray it down the loo BEFORE you have a no2, and it traps the odour. Preventing it wafting around the room.
Well I think another good product could be V.I.Plop. Which could trap the sound. I dunno how it would work but how good would it be? Nobody could hear you poo or pee!
But to some things up we have had a lovely busy weekend. My last blog has had the most views out off any of my previous, And I'm so glad its that one people have took time to read. As i feel it was my most positive and helpful one. Since i posted it i have had lots of messages from a range off people.
One person said to me she had depression which wasn't the same as mine. As mine is postnatal. But my opinion on this is if you have a problem with your mind. It is all kind of the same, because if i broke the top of my leg and she broke the bottom. We would still both be in pain. Still both need help and recovery. And we can both be fixed.
This blog is just a short pointless one. I'm off now to put on my new pjs and have a prosecco. Ive had to buy new pjs because the elastic has all gone in mine. Non off them fit. I've been wearing shauns. My pre pregnancy body has long gone.
My week is crazy busy i have 2 hospital appointments and lots off plans with friends. I will keep you posted on what i get up to.
Love ya x
P.S I'm back already. Please note this paragraph may be a little graphic. I just went and had my diner. And i just wanted to let you know. We had chicken skewers Thanks to mr chef farni who basically puts paprika on EVERYTHING even mash potatoe. But it works somehow.
But i think i have skewer phobia. I just cant eat them. When i was suffering really bad i once had the urge to use one of the sticks to harm myself. To do this i wanted to ram the stick down the back of my throat and hopefully cut it open. So i jumped up shaking and chucked them in the bin. Scared, i understand now this is the wrong reaction the way to deal with this is just to shrug it off and trust yourself. You will no do this. Incidents like this i think will stay with me forever. Its like flashbacks. I never actually hurt myself yet I'm still scard. I've been told my depression will go with time. But the journey will stick with me forever.
On a lighter note Lottie just ate an olive! Who is this child she is 7 month old and she loves all the things a lot of people hate. Like curry, raw chorizo and peppers. She eats like a 45 year old builder.